save me

seriously,i wouldnt have known a dead chicken scares me. it feels like a baby! and its head, the eyes kept staring at me! oh wells,other than that, cooking with my ahma's pretty fun.

you know how sometimes you watch serials,and everything's so DRAMAtic. right now,i wish a little of that could happen in mine. especially when everyone else is busy with work. sighs. im bored at home! anyone who's reading this (especially MEL FU!),haha,i think you're the only one who ever bothers to read this thing here, please entertain me! looking for job is reallyyy tiring. looking for some organisation to shadow is even more tiringg. boredom has made me bitter and complainy! for now im just thankful for a laptop to use for the next few hours before i head home where there's nothing for me to kill time, except studying for my SAT.

shipwreck

I built a fortress
With a hundred thousand faces
I'll keep it safe
With a hundred thousand more
But these masks are wearing thin
As You draw me inI spent my time
On the empty and the fleetingI spent my life
On much less than I'd dreamed
But I'm reaching out to you
To make me new

'Cause I am just a beggar
here at Your door
I am just a shipwreck
here on Your shore
I come empty handed
Ready to see
Your life in me
changing who I've been
To who I need to be

You tell me my story
As You sift between the pages
I feel redemption
In the space between each turn
Could You take me in Your arms
And tell it just once more
Could You take me in Your arms
And tell it just once more

i've been away long enough,